I arrived at a quirky restaurant in London that seemingly only had road kill on the menu. I then met a guy in a country park and we went for a long walk, talking about our lives, wishes and desires which felt good. Now, since meeting my secret lover and starting our affair, everything is better at home. We go through many ups and downs in our relationship but our commitment to the relationship never wavers.
It was meant to be an overnight but after the first time he suddenly went into a panic, felt guilty about his partner and made an excuse to leave. He too was in a long distance relationship until a month ago just like my boyfriend and I. We live in a top class condo by the sea in Florida, where we keep our lovely sailing boat at the pier.
When I mentioned that my boyfriend wants to watch us over video, he backed out. I've never done that since and first meets always take place in a public place as i realise safety and discretion must come first. I'm so much more relaxed at home, I know I am loved both at home and in secret, and nobody is getting hurt.